college.

nothing prepared me for this. i suppose my mom tried though. haha.

my first semester is almost over. it’s been so much hard work. i’m very surprised.

i love football season.

also, i changed my major to bio engineering. just in case. you know?

i love it and i’m glad i’m here.

i think i want to travel. i’ll miss traveling in the Spring like i did for the past three years(thanks to Attache)

goooooodnight.

nine days.

crazy. i have nine days left. i haven’t packed one thing. and i don’t think i’ve gotten most of the things i needed. i did order a new rain jacket and some rainboots though. i assume i’ll get there and raid the walmart.

i’ve been working at Ergon. tomorrow is my last day. what an experience it has been here. i won’t forget loo-hwa. i’ll probably be back here during winter break and next summer. i hope!

yesterday was stephanie’s birthday. had some fun. i’ll miss her the most.

“everything changes so fast.”-colour revolt.

well hi there.

it has been entirely too long.  so many things have changed. let’s make a list.

1) i’ve graduated from highschool. the two week prior and the week after have been the best time of my life. i owe it to several different people. thanks. who knew senior parties were such a blast? austin, millie, annie, catie, taylor parks, neil, rachel, and michael have made my classes great. even classes like physics with beaty was a joy because of y’all. love you guys.

2) i’m going to mississippi state in the fall. yes, i know, not olemiss. i decided around late november that was the place for me. i figure it’ll be better that way. i’m rooming with salena and we haven’t gotten our rooming assignment yet. we’re going insane a little. while i was at work today, salena checked my mail to see if we had gotten a letter. and no, we did not. we’ll hope for tomorrow though.

3) i’ve met some new people. someone who i talk to everyday now. it’s almost been six months. it’s a little strange, but i like it. someone who i thought was interesting. he’s a musician and going to college funded fully by his musical abilities. someone who i think is special. really weird how we met. we have a lot in common though. i always smile when i get a text message.

4) i broke my foot! yea! at bumper’s! so that means, for the past month and a half i’ve had to wear a boot. even for graduation.

we’re going to cut this short. i’m going to get something to eat.

heyithasbeenawhile

i’m “working” right now. first time i’ve been here in a month. crazy. and, i officially have been working at terrific seconds for two years.

i’ve missed five days of school so far. i need to make up a calc quiz and apchem test. blahh. other than that school isn’t that bad. i enjoy what we’re doing in apchem and wuthering heights isn’t terrible. i’m just a slow reader.

i applied to ole miss. hopefully, i’ll be able to apply for honors college. i learned today they take a unweighted gpa: bad news. that would be the only thing holding me back. we’re all so excited.. dorms. me and salena will most likely room together, then annie and stephanie.

i’m excited to get my check on the 15th and buy season four of the office.

(stephanie just drove by and honked.)

life is good. good friends. good times. senior year! yea girl!

 

i hope to look back on this read my worries and realize that everything has turned out okay. i’ve been told i worry about too many things. he’s right.

skool.

i don’t want to read wuthering heights.

i look forward to the cooler weather. friday/saturday nights filled with fun!!. attache season(maybe not). and the end of my senior year.

i don’t look forward to writing essays. applying for college/honors college. and ap chemistry tests.

psh.

first day of school. missing out on so much i assume. or not.

missed out on the extravaganza last night.

oh, and by the way. i’m not a mature person.

i need to apply to ole miss. my header is a picture of flowers i took in oxford.

i will miss my friends.

dumbest smiley face everR.

sick sucks.

i’m sick. they’ve taken aprx. 50 gallons of blood from my right arm.  hopefully, i’ll keep improving and be able to “harass sophomores/their mothers”(thank you, taylor parks) friday morning. lame, eh?

but, because of this sickness i’ve had to miss a trip that i’ve been looking forward to. bitchez and hoez. i’m grateful for the texas(texts) though. they make me smile and laugh tons, grlfrand.

the cosby show should come on more often. the television has consumed most of my time. the history channel had this great two hour documentary on hippies the other day.

i hope to really keep up with this even though i know noone reads it. i want to be able to look back and say, “yeah! that was great/terrible.” because i really did enjoy reading old xanga entries. haha.

x.

i haven’t done much these past two day.

i watched 2.5 movies yesterday. called into work “sick”. it’s okay though.. i haven’t done that in a while.

today, my mom wrecked the dodge. such a bummer. she put it in the neutral and it rolled down our driveway into the tree by our mailbox. we were supposed to sell that because we just got the honda. blah.

also, today. i organized my magazine collection. i have every issue of seventeen since october 2004. and yes, you may borrow them.

first.

you guessed it.. i’m at work. i hate this radio station: 98.7. i tend to just block it out. Xcept when john mayer comes on, of course.

i’m tired of friendships being lied about. i wonder what things look on the outside. what do people think when they look at us? terrible thoughts probably. haha, they’d be right too. one more complaint: i’m sick of being used. apparently, i’m the only one who knows how to get to jackson and back. me=debbie downer.

i love stephanie and salena so harhhhhhD. being friends with people for over 3/4 years has it’s props. we’ve all grown to accept our bad characteristics and learned to sometimes ignore what one of us says. which means, less drama in the long run.

senior year is finally here! yea, i’ve painted a couple of signs. “get ready to be dominated.”