uncomfortable.

this is how i feel 21/7.

i sit in my room and listen.

y’all

blogging is important. it’s one of my TOP VIP new year’s resolutions. it’s also the reason why i’m typing this and not doing managerial accounting homework. boo-yaa.

i figure this is something that might actually relieve some stress because a 20 year old college student has a lot of that. my current obsession: living situation for next year.

after having one of the most enjoyable living experiences my sophomore year, it’s about that time to look to the future. junior year is almost upon us/me and i’ve got to find a two bedroom house/apt. i’ve found one. one that i’m EXTREMELY interested in. so i’ll keep my fingers crossed.

anyways. i really am going to finish up my thoughts. i’ve GOT to fill you in on 2010 fall semester asap, wordpress. laterz.

 

winter break.

i’m at work. heh. it’s break time in the world of college. i’m not looking forward to school next semester. it’s hard! i’m scared! really.

break has been pretty boring. clinton is better when you’re in highschool, i suppose. i ate (at newks)with stephanie and ashley last night. it felt like old times. wonderful. i’ve missed it.

it’s weird to think it’s almost 2010. obviously a lot of things have changed in the past year. it’s been a pretty good year in general.

relationships are hard and complicated. how hard are you supposed to try before you’re supposed to move on? i have no clue. it’s difficult and sometimes i don’t understand. you wonder, after a whole year, should everything be perfect? blah. we will see.

college.

nothing prepared me for this. i suppose my mom tried though. haha.

my first semester is almost over. it’s been so much hard work. i’m very surprised.

i love football season.

also, i changed my major to bio engineering. just in case. you know?

i love it and i’m glad i’m here.

i think i want to travel. i’ll miss traveling in the Spring like i did for the past three years(thanks to Attache)

goooooodnight.

nine days.

crazy. i have nine days left. i haven’t packed one thing. and i don’t think i’ve gotten most of the things i needed. i did order a new rain jacket and some rainboots though. i assume i’ll get there and raid the walmart.

i’ve been working at Ergon. tomorrow is my last day. what an experience it has been here. i won’t forget loo-hwa. i’ll probably be back here during winter break and next summer. i hope!

yesterday was stephanie’s birthday. had some fun. i’ll miss her the most.

“everything changes so fast.”-colour revolt.

well hi there.

it has been entirely too long.  so many things have changed. let’s make a list.

1) i’ve graduated from highschool. the two week prior and the week after have been the best time of my life. i owe it to several different people. thanks. who knew senior parties were such a blast? austin, millie, annie, catie, taylor parks, neil, rachel, and michael have made my classes great. even classes like physics with beaty was a joy because of y’all. love you guys.

2) i’m going to mississippi state in the fall. yes, i know, not olemiss. i decided around late november that was the place for me. i figure it’ll be better that way. i’m rooming with salena and we haven’t gotten our rooming assignment yet. we’re going insane a little. while i was at work today, salena checked my mail to see if we had gotten a letter. and no, we did not. we’ll hope for tomorrow though.

3) i’ve met some new people. someone who i talk to everyday now. it’s almost been six months. it’s a little strange, but i like it. someone who i thought was interesting. he’s a musician and going to college funded fully by his musical abilities. someone who i think is special. really weird how we met. we have a lot in common though. i always smile when i get a text message.

4) i broke my foot! yea! at bumper’s! so that means, for the past month and a half i’ve had to wear a boot. even for graduation.

we’re going to cut this short. i’m going to get something to eat.

heyithasbeenawhile

i’m “working” right now. first time i’ve been here in a month. crazy. and, i officially have been working at terrific seconds for two years.

i’ve missed five days of school so far. i need to make up a calc quiz and apchem test. blahh. other than that school isn’t that bad. i enjoy what we’re doing in apchem and wuthering heights isn’t terrible. i’m just a slow reader.

i applied to ole miss. hopefully, i’ll be able to apply for honors college. i learned today they take a unweighted gpa: bad news. that would be the only thing holding me back. we’re all so excited.. dorms. me and salena will most likely room together, then annie and stephanie.

i’m excited to get my check on the 15th and buy season four of the office.

(stephanie just drove by and honked.)

life is good. good friends. good times. senior year! yea girl!

 

i hope to look back on this read my worries and realize that everything has turned out okay. i’ve been told i worry about too many things. he’s right.

skool.

i don’t want to read wuthering heights.

i look forward to the cooler weather. friday/saturday nights filled with fun!!. attache season(maybe not). and the end of my senior year.

i don’t look forward to writing essays. applying for college/honors college. and ap chemistry tests.

psh.

first day of school. missing out on so much i assume. or not.

missed out on the extravaganza last night.

oh, and by the way. i’m not a mature person.

i need to apply to ole miss. my header is a picture of flowers i took in oxford.

i will miss my friends.

dumbest smiley face everR.

sick sucks.

i’m sick. they’ve taken aprx. 50 gallons of blood from my right arm.  hopefully, i’ll keep improving and be able to “harass sophomores/their mothers”(thank you, taylor parks) friday morning. lame, eh?

but, because of this sickness i’ve had to miss a trip that i’ve been looking forward to. bitchez and hoez. i’m grateful for the texas(texts) though. they make me smile and laugh tons, grlfrand.

the cosby show should come on more often. the television has consumed most of my time. the history channel had this great two hour documentary on hippies the other day.

i hope to really keep up with this even though i know noone reads it. i want to be able to look back and say, “yeah! that was great/terrible.” because i really did enjoy reading old xanga entries. haha.